My children are asking questions they see me upset and very down all the time. Its hard to try and pretend nothing is wrong. I want to see them all become adults, make something of their lives and be happy. Isn't that what every mother wants? I think about how I am going to be able to tell them If I do have breast cancer. They are trying to find out what's going on by asking other family members and this is something they do not need to know yet.
I'm trying to be strong and positive for them and at the same time looking at them and thinking how on earth am I going to be able to tell them if I have to it would brake their hearts.
Nobody wants to die and leave young children behind. I have devoted my life to them and i'm not about to give up on them they need me.
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